Life...sometimes

Wednesday, August 20, 2003

I am an unchecked "to do" item...

I think I can, I think I can....no, I won't
My attempt at working out last night turned out to be a bust. Just ended up sleeping, waking up, sleeping, waking up, and sleeping. I'm gonna test out the old leg with a little basketball w/ the coworkers today after work. I really hope and pray that everything's fine now. It's been a month now that I haven't played...and it'll seriously make me sad if it turns out to be some major injury that I need surgery for or something...as if there wasn't enough I wanted to see the doctor about already.

Best friends...
How does one exactly define a best friend? I know what my definition is, but lately, I would have to say I have different levels of best friends. Because there's the best friend who has been my best friend since high school and lately, it's been more of a technical term more than anything else. And of course we get extremely busy and that's just how our relationship has been ever since we went to college...so I'm not really worried that she won't be me best friend or anything anymore, I guess I'm just a little frustrated cuz it's been a while since we last talked and we don't really know what's going on in each others' lives. So other than her, I have a bunch of other best friends, and close friends as well. But of all these friends, I still don't think any single entity knows the whole me. But there are some situations where person A is person B's best friend, but person B is not necessarily person A's best friend. That's just how different we all are I guess. It's weird, you go to some friends when you're feeling "this way" and others when you're feeling "that way." We know what fields certain people are strong in and where they might be more knowlegdeable. Maybe it's because of the experiences you know they've had, you've shared, their intuition, great listening skills, or whatever, but it's just funny to me(it's like seeking different doctors for the different ailments we feel). My closest friends really do know a lot though, and they know me so well that they know exactly how I would react to things, even down to the last high-pitched syllable. I guess there's still stuff I refrain from letting out just because.

"A best friend a person who knows the song in your heart and can sing the words back to you when you have forgotten them."

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